It's a little bit La Femme Nikita
A little bit lesbian
And a little bit heartbreaking in the end.
I wanted my villain to win
I wanted the girl to get the girl
To live chaotically ever after
The End.
It's a little bit La Femme Nikita
A little bit lesbian
And a little bit heartbreaking in the end.
I wanted my villain to win
I wanted the girl to get the girl
To live chaotically ever after
The End.
Clove cigarettes in the summer heat
The coffee bitter, the orange juice sweet
Our emotions overripe, falling from the trees
Mourning a life so stunning
And incomplete.
Uncomfortable in this skin
Uncomfortable in this body
Uncomfortable with this spine
Don't tell me to be comfortable
Just because it's mine.
Too small too tight too
Painful
Too itchy too soft too
Hateful
Don't tell me to be
Grateful.
Time passes softly without you
And I don't know who I am
Or how I got here
Or why I alone am so easy to lose.
I have found myself changed
Born again in your love
And now without you I wonder
Who the fuck have I become?
If my heart were ready to find
Maybe you would have heard it
Beating for you
You would have felt it skip
When you walked in the room.
There are times my body yearns
To be used like a knife
Cutting through the world
Sharp, unstoppable, feared.
Instead it lies on the sink edge
Balanced on possibility.