FELL

A star fell from the heavens today
This day when there you lay
Cold, empty, catatonic shell.
The heavens wept from the loss,
Rain pouring down
From the blackest clouds I've ever seen.
And the sky seems dark now
With no one and nothing to fill
The void you've left behind.
The sound is the day without your voice
An aching, throbbing silence
Ever since
The day you fell and became this
Cold, catatonic shell from what you used to be.
The food has lost it's flavor,
The drink has lost it's effect
The drugs, they numb the pain,
But they don't bring you back.
What happened to the star that shone so bright
Providing all necessary light.
Now all is dark chaotic madness
This empty soul cries with sadness
All f*cked up since you fell from the sky.
A star fell from the heavens today
This day when there you lay
Cold, empty, catatonic shell.
I guess I'll greet you when I meet you
In heartwarming Hell.

NOT ENOUGH

I hate feeling like this
Like I'm not good enough
I hate acting this way
Like I'm in a badly written play.
I hate being here without
My self-confidence,
It left me some time ago
And now I've no defense.
I'm not the way I seem to be
I'm not the girl you think is me
I'm not the happy go fuck me freak
And I'm a little scared to speak
Out of turn
Far too loud
Way too much or not enough.
I hate feeling like this
Like nothing I do could ever be
Good enough, good enough
For who you think is me
I'm not the way I seem to be
I'm not the girl you think is me
I'm not the happy go fuck me freak
I'm just ordinary
Not good enough
For you.

TYRANICAL MONSTER BITCH ASS HO

Tyranical Monster Bitch Ass Ho
That's her status quo.
She doesn't care about me,
She doesn't care about you.
She's just a poser queen bee,
Just a wanna be with no clue.
Her gossip is always vast,
But her words are never true;
She doesn't care about the past,
She doesn't care about you.
She tries too hard,
She talks too loud,
She brakes her promises,
Is vain and preppy proud.
Tyranical Monster Bitch Ass Ho,
She's the worst person to know.
She lies and she cheats,
She wears short skirts with pleats.
She doesn't care about me,
She doesn't care about you;
She's just a poser queen bee,
And she has no fucking clue.

SHUT UP

You make me wanna kill you dead
Shut up, go away, get outta my head
You're putting me into a downward spiral
Don't touch me, you ass, you're infectious and viral.
I have this pounding ache, this cranial pain
You fucking fake, you're giving me a migraine.
I hate your smug snears and false fucking airs
I hate your pierced ears (express from Claires@)
You moronic dipshit loser, get out now
I can't stand it a second longer, you sodding cow
Shut up, go away, get out of my head,
You make me wanna kill you dead.